... to accept my life as God gives it to me and try my best not to ask "Why?"
... to believe that our second child is sitting with Jesus today in Heaven.
... to allow myself to cry and grieve over our loss when I want to.
... to not have a pity party over our loss though.
... to move on, try again and put it all in God's hands.
... to praise God through this storm.
... to really feel the tears that I cry.
... to lean on God for understanding.
... to teach our child that Christmas is really all about Jesus' birth.
... to give Addison my undivided attention when she wants it.
... to teach Addison the ways of God and do my best to keep her from the ways of the world.
... to commit myself to being a good example to her of what real faith, service and love looks like.
... to trust and love with all my heart, even though sometimes it will be broken because of it.
... to work hard to be a better wife, mother and Christian everyday.
... to feel happiness.
... to accept and adore the friendships God has given me.
... to be aware of every blessing, big and small, that God has given us.
... to do all these things in God's name.